sometimes we cannot take things for granted. everything comes with some hardwork behind and of course some luck.haha.but! we must have the effort to do everything at our very best. NO PAIN NO GAIN.i understand this now.yes.now i realise the meaning of this "NO PAIN NO GAIN" which came to me so late.i have had wasted so much time last year.TIME TO BUCK UP KAIJEN! GAMBATTE! i know i can do it.
heehee.some self motivation. if not i will not have the drive to do anything.

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