hi ppl...its quite sometime since i last post...less dan a month actualli..well,ive been asked to take 2sub papers cos i did badly for my promos papers..not quite sad, tt's becox ive predicted it..lyk the whole yr ive been doin badly,even for block test..so y do i expect it to be well when it comes for promos?ppl will say "study more,put in more effort,concentrate den u can pass ur promos" but i felt tt there's reali nth goin into my head...no matter how hard ive tried,it jus bounces off my brain...as if there's an elastic wall to let it bounce off...it happened when all the actual lessons started...until now,im correct..but isnt it too late to regret abt the choice?i wanted to go elsewhere but something's hindering me..not lettin me go.im stucked.stucked.im wonderin if its the rite way if i continue...wad if i couldnt do well in the sub paper?will i be kicked out?[from wad my ct told me,but ruiming said he did worse dan me the prev yr and he was retained] so i was tinkin who should i trust?both of them sound so true.one real experience den another one is my tchr...but the endin remarks were diff...im oso tinkin - will retainin a gd ting?khair said he wanted to be retained or go poly.den ive noticed sometin too...those j1 seniors are doin freakinly well lahs...mayb if i retain,i can be as well...or is tis some self comfort?but retain-ing in my family is lyk "wa..u disgrace us..get lost" well,i dun reali hav a stand in the family anw...hais.shal not elaborate..shal c how when 4and5 Jan 2010 comes...4Jan2010 - phy sub paper...5Jan2010 - geo sub paper.so tata for time being unless i come postin again...
1M5..all our ugly faces
2M5...nice photo...[notice 3rd row from bottom den count 3rd person until 5th person from left..same arrangement and 1st row 1st 3guys from right..1st row 1st 4gals oso but arrangement changed]
CO gang in 3M4 wifout gk and daniel..
suddenli i miss dem...hais...cant go M4 BBQ...abit sians..xmas no one jio me oso..double sians.well.byes ppl.c u all nxt time when all of us free..yihuan too...i promise to find a day to go out wif u..
